My "Dialogue with the Divine" today went
like this: " How can I teach more clearly?" Answer: "Respond to Questions."
So this will be my last web page until
my "Dialogue" link gets some response. My last feedback was from close
friends. My responses were the more "down to earth" page ("Behold the Beauty"...
spoken in more "plain English") and "My Journey to Awakening", a short
spiritual biography, by request.
But the "bottom line" for any information sharing is "Who cares?"
We are inundated with "information" ( In- form- ation is consciousness "crystallized" into form.) This is called the Age of Information, but when there is just way more information available than we can possibly absorb, the real question is, Who is interested in what, and how is interest (seeking, inquiry) matched to relevant information available?
"Everyone and his/her brother/sister" has a web site, so I do not assume that there is any general interest in "mine", however "divinely inspired" it may be (not to take "oneself" too seriously!!)
I came into web site "publishing" by divine guidance. (Autumn equinox, 2000, on the hilltop above my "Center for Conscious Unity" yurt near Pleasant Hill, OR.) It simply became clear within the "eye of spiritual sight" that the web is now our global "brain", our high tech "Akashic Record", and the obvious way to "share with the world" the inspirations received since my "breakthrough" into Gnosis. I first published "Conscious Unity, Contemplations on the One in All" and the "revelation in a nutshell" entitled "Seeds of Enlightenment", which was also the first title for this web site. The rest followed as inspired or was already in print as meditation guidance, etc., available at the center.
More recently, my whole life as a mystic
seemed to come into inspired focus around the cosmology and prophecy
shared in the "Cosmic Wave" page and its "Clarification." This was and
is clearly my primary purpose here on this planet at this time. Having
given my most precious spiritual gift, centered in Unity Consciousness,
it felt like "my work here is done for now."
Then, through feedback, the last two pages
brought it back to earth and individual context as a brother with a
fresh lesson on ego transcendence and a story of transformation.
I now again have a deep sense of completion. If I die after this page goes "up" I will know that my work here is done. Yet I will close with a few words , as if they were my last.
There is a profound sense that the glut
of information through all media (and overwhelming advertisement everywhere)
has buried much wisdom on spiritual Awakening in the sheer tonnage of "land
fill information", the "junk mail" of a commodity driven world. It
really seems that without some degree of fame or a specifically
interested ("targeted") audience, the challenge, even after one has found
the gift of "Enlightenment" to share, is to "find someone who cares." ("Tongue-in-cheek"
here is invisible in print and so requires printed "highlighting.") In
truth "my life as a teacher " is very satisfying, and I know that I am
being "well used."
Yet without "advertising" and active
site promotion, which I haven't done a lot of, it may truly be a
rare event that someone who is interested and might actually benefit
from this web site actually finds it. This is a humbling possibility, and
I will proceed as if it is true and write no more until I can respond to
questions.
The answer to the "title question" is
really, "Nobody Cares!", as in "Nobody Home",... and "Nobody for President!"
(Imagine a "selfless one" "at the Helm!") Becoming "nobody" is the
miracle of "Liberation" from the heavy burden ego tries to bear... trying
to "Be Somebody!" Let's give it up and 'Play" and serve and love
and be the Family we truly are. This is what "I" am given to teach. Thanks
for listening!
Meanwhile,
P.S. These are all personae we "play."
"Who Plays?" is the same question as "Who Dies?" (a book of wisdom about
the "Who?" of it.)
When the question, "Who Am I?" is answered
by the One Self in All... this is Gnosis. No one "has" gnosis. Gnosis "happens"
when the illusory bubble of "self" pops!!
So this page too "plays a persona" with
"guided intent" to teach the value of a real spiritual Path in a world
filled with "self importance" and flooded with "products" for sale, a whole
lot of greed, hatred, fear and general ignorant egocentricity. ("Say it
ain't so!" It's too true!)
So, Who plays this role, speaking now?
It is an "identity game" as a teaching and loving "instrument" in each
context in "my play." In Hawaii, my Spirit given name was "white
coyote," a trickster placed in "my play" as the character who tries to
outwit or "lose the ego" in the "magical forest." And this actually happened!
(I enjoyed the whole journey, of course, except for the very real life-
threatening situations. Maybe I'll make the whole story more available,
depending on "who cares?")
Likewise, "mik I el" is the "holy man"
persona, but still and always a "transparent" persona, known AS a persona
AND "played" for "real" (in consensus/ relative "reality"). I know this
as a God- given gift, a persona to play for the transpersonal purpose of
Spirit- living-"me." "white coyote" was the perfect guide toward
"my" transformation. But mik I el is the One transformed. (The ID "game"
here was the Initiation in which The One was "seated at the throne"
of "my consciousness" in the midst of "this one". More simply put,
it is my Spirit name given when the ego bubble popped.) But the "holy
man" is also the "fool" (one without the encumbrance of ego baggage.)
"I" do not suppose that either is a "real self." The Fool has a more playful
"script" ("Mike-ee likes it!"), while mik I el naturally teaches the Truth
of the One in All.